"Someday there will be a time when I get into bed at 10pm, lie my head on my pillow and sleep until 8am. I won’t awaken thinking of you, I won’t cry myself to sleep, and I won’t wish that you had tried to keep me in your life. Someday I will go to sleep, with no thought of heartbreak, no regret of losing the person who will forever have my heart yet who couldn’t give me theirs. I won’t contemplate picking up my phone daily and calling you, I won’t think about you at all. Someday I will reach a point where a song will come on the radio and instead of relating it to us, I will listen to the lyrics and appreciate them for just that; lyrics. I won’t cry driving to work, I won’t cry at all.
Someday, I won’t feel you in my life any more, my heart will have made a vacancy for someone else to occupy and my mind will have let go of the thought that you and I were supposed to be together forever. Someday is merely someday as it is not today. I can only hope that someday I will awake from this daily heartbreak, someday I won’t have to put on a happy face; fake it for those around me, so they don’t worry. Someday I will be happy again. Someday I won’t wish for the past but for the present. Someday I will accept that you didn’t want to be with me, and someday I will learn that I deserve someone that does. someday"